Yup so shuyi, for the next 6 months 4 months, you've got to purpose in your heart to stand firm cause you're going to be tempted, go through struggles but do not defile to any earthly thing! Eyes on the Lord. Focus! Yup i believe in my living God, in the power of my God! Even when things look so bleak for this week, Lord, i know i can rest in your care. Lord I'm trusting in you. It's just the beginning. Hang on Girl!

An except from my journal, 24th june 07. okay, i guess it's been 3 months since i'm back from philippines, and i will never forget what the Lord has done in my life then and has been continually doing for these 3 months. Yesterday night, went to Kelvin's house for mission trip gathering, watched videos from the church in philippines, SCBC, and had a time of catching up and sharing. For each one of us it really hasn't been easy coming back into our normal lives saying we want to live differently, for the Lord. But it's truly by your grace Lord that you have brought me thus far in to my last term of school(: Read the letters from the youths and it was really touching. the way they just live their lives for the Lord, it just reminds me that i'm not fighting in this world on my own. haha, and hannah and michael roger wrote to me too!! they're 10 and 7 only and their letters were really cute(: each letter brought such great encouragement to me and it is constant in their letters that each of them really desires for the Lord to use them in His vineyard, not to be blessed, but to be a blessing. Spent more than a hour just now just reflecting, it was a good time, taking myself away from school work and all. i really really miss all of them in Philippines, and i will never forget the 7 days spent there. I've made my choice to just seek you Lord, 24 hours a day, 7 days a week for you alone, i'm not going to conform to the world. Pagpalain ka ng diyos! (God Bless you in tagalog(: )

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